I Dunno How

"If you don't see a future for this, please...
Just end it, because i can't.
I'm in it...
Put me out of my misery..."
~Lovethewayyousay,Dempsey~

I dunno how to start from the beginning....
Maybe i don't have to...

I dunno how to heal from the pain....
Maybe i don't have to...

I dunno how to forget the bad memory....
Maybe i don't have to...

I dunno how to forgive myself....
Maybe i don't have to...

I know that i should let everything go....
But i think i am not ready yet...
Or maybe i also don't have to...

It won't be end....
If i don't make it end....
Need to hide the sensitivity to end it....
But i dunno how....

I dunno how to start....
I dunno how to fix it....
I dunno how to turn back the time....
But i am sure that i don't have to do that....

Not polite, but let it be....
Let it be mine....
I'll let people's yell....
"Screwed you Wilis...!!!"

Fine.... :)

ps. again, we must always be happy, wherever we are.... ^_^